Kitayama might be taking a picture of this (mousapelli) wrote,
Kitayama might be taking a picture of this
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Fandom breakups are the worst, goddamn. I already said on Twitter, but in case you're friends with me there too, Ri unfollowed me etc so I can't see any of her stuff, including if you @ us at the same time. I think we're out of places I can be unfriended, is the 'good' news. I don't know why i took twitter the worst (as opposed to tumblr or lj) but none of my feelings seem very rational this week, so I guess what does it even matter.

School is almost done, one more student day. Usually finals time is at least peaceful but 3 out of the 4 that I proctored were just terrible. In one final, I had to kick out five kids. Is it so hard to sit in a chair for an hour and a half? Just put your head down and sleep if you want, for christ sake.

All I honestly want in the whole world is to be left alone to lie down quietly, but at the same time I'm dreading the end of school because then I'll have twice as much time to fill with who knows what. I guess I should start packing and trying to clean out some more stuff. Moving is about 5 weeks away, plus I'll be away at my grad class for two of those weeks so I really need to pull it together. I wish I could close my eyes and count to a thousand and have it be over because I hate moving more than anything else in the world, but right now I just want my own room back.

I've been rereading Chaotic Butterfly for a couple days because for whatever reason, that's one of the only things that's been an actual distraction. who knows, maybe I'll pick up the last unfinished one and actually do something about it.

Entry also posted at http://mousapelli.dreamwidth.org/867523.html if you'd rather comment there.
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