It's been a tough few months emotionally, not knowing what would happen, so it was something of a release to see it in black and white, to be able to finally cry for a few minutes, even if the result wasn't what I was personally hoping for.
But now I actually feel better, now that I've got most of it out of my system. And there's new Shokura to dl, with new songs and new costumes and it's still full of songs and people that I love. It's tough to remember that reorganization happens, it's happened before and it'll happen again. And maybe this was all Taiyo's choice. I mean, the kid's only 16, and if he was mature enough to realize that he'd hit his limit and can move onto something else, then that's a good thing. Just like it's a good thing that Yabu and Hikaru have debuted, and Shoon is getting attention.
I'm just sad we might not see what happens after he has his last 20-year-old-boy growth spurt and turns from adorable to OHGOD. I hope he models~
がんばってよ、Taiyo~♥ Good luck in whatever you do!