HATE HATE HATE.
will maybe call off work tomorrow. since thinking about showing up there makes with the crying.
but i did have a dream last night that Yamapi ran a circus and Shoon wanted to join because he was in love with Yabu the lion tamer, and Yamapi (whose name was Y P Barnum) told him that he could be a clown because the elephants were the most important and he didn't really LOOK like an elephant, and also Koyama was the elephant care-taker and Taiyo and Ryo were respectively the tallest and shortest man in the freak tent, only ryo changed his sign to read the SEXIEST man, and tegomassu were the siamese twins.
so sick omg.