depressedIt was really upsetting. I mean, I've had quite a number of rats and guinea pigs die, and more than a few die actually in my hands, but it's never been anything like that. One second everything was fine, and the next he was just dead. I didn't even know what to do so i just sat there and cried for a long while. needless to say, I didn't sleep well after that.
School is just...fail. Looking for a new district is basically my worst nightmare (have you perhaps noticed that I hate change and upheaval?) but I just don't see how anybody who is even half as educated and competent as me could put up with it for any serious length of time.
I went out with my parents to the casino tonight, again, and as usual suck at gambling. Not like I was in the best mood when I went, and I came out (after hours and hours) ~$9 ahead, so I shouldn't complain, but honestly I wish I was the sort of person who won things once in a while. My dad and I are both like that (not that it stops my father from going to the casino), where there's totally zero chance of us having a randomly awesome spin on any machine you'd care to name. It must be nice to be able to put twenty bucks in a slot machine and not be 100% positive that you won't be getting it back.
I continue to enjoy the goldfish game, which at least has lots of bonus games and takes me a good long time (usually) to lose my $20. And it's a long weekend, so I don't have to look anybody in the face for a few days.
