I don't even know why I pretend that just eating sensibly will be enough to keep that from happening, when I have 29 years worth of experience that says unless the gym consumes my entire life, there isn't going to be any progress. I hate the gym ;___; and i hate how as soon as I get serious about it everybody wants to talk about it and tell me how I'm not doing it right or it would obviously be working. OBVIOUSLY. ;__________;
also it is clean out all the guinea pigs day, which is no more than I deserve at the moment, probably. ugh.