• Mood: depressed

or more like this morning, actually

This morning the asst principal made me cry in front of a cafeteria full of middle schoolers. That's the difference between the middle and high schools: the high school asst principal at least at the decency to make me cry in between classes.

so. yeah. tomorrow I have to show up super early to pick up my spirit shirt, because I got signed up for the tug-of-war at our pre-prom spirit day thing tomorrow. Just...I for real don't think I can do 5 more weeks of this. I haven't cried at school, about school, since my 2nd year of teaching, and I've never done it twice in one day. It was like that time during student teaching when my portfolio came back rejected and I spent all morning sobbing in the staff room, once I started I couldn't stop.

I can't even call off because being out is exactly what caused the problem at both schools. idek. uuuuugh.