depressedI'm having an incredibly hard time with this week. it's impossible not to keep thinking about how happy and hopeful I was this time last year, about driving out to the airport super early on Thanksgiving morning to pick up christina to have her meet my family for the first time. This year she's moving out on Saturday. it's not that I don't think that's good, but I don't feel any relief or anything either. I just feel bad. everything feels bad.
so I have a bunch of stuff I'm supposed to get done over break but I don't see me really accomplishing much of it. I just want this week to be over. Not that anything will be different next week.
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